Love is still in the air!!

After 10 months getting married, I am today 5 months plus pregnant...Most of us are aware that the physical of a preggy will absolutely changed.Life is also twisted as we don't have flexibility to move and jump like we used to be when we are not pregnant.

I woke up from my sleep this morning and look at the clock. Still early, since my class is at 9am...I took the time to do some mild morning exercise on bed.Turning left and right with my hands on the shoulder is not a problem at all. Moving on the next step, bouncing my whole body to the front....I felt uneasy. It is the belly, which is getting bigger from time to time. I turned myself to the mirror at the wardobe...I am now more chubby, fatter, thicker ...huhuuu..what else to describe. Overall, everything has changed. My weight not to mention lah....rapidly increasing!

It's hard to be graceful when you're pregnant so don't be surprised if you find yourself getting more clumsy these days. I am carrying more weight, my centre of gravity has changed with my growing uterus, and my fingers, toes, and other joints are all loosening, thanks to the effect of pregnancy hormones. What's more, I am now using only one flat sandal, time to say goodbye to high heels. All of them are tidyly kept in the boxes.Why is that so? Ouhh..they keep my balance more difficult, and can cause backaches.

I just can't imagine how much weight I will gain by the end of pregnancy...preying on mind...Preoccupied with my physical changes, I did not realise that he was watching me, I don't know since when...He then, told me not to worry, as he will always love me forever,and of course,he believed I can get back into shape one day if I really work out for it... And, he, told me he was very grateful that we can have our own child, just a complete family with the presence of baby of our own.I told him I am getting tight with some of the clothes already..He just smile,and replied, "That means the baby is growing very well inside"

I wish as time elapses, wherever time brings us in future,...a mother,auntie, grandma or whatever it is, that he will always look into me as his girlfriend and wife, not only as the "mama" for our children..Same goes to him...he will not only the "walid" for my children, but the same boyfriend and hubby that I always love...That's how it should be perhaps...Ameen ya rabbal a'lameen..