Ops...CLEANING IN PROGRESS

MasyaAllah.....it has been sooooooo long....that I left my blog unattended. Dah bersawang....I am cleaning it up ladies and gentleman...it's going to be on soon!!!!

So, what's up?

I miss a lot of things to be written here. There are too much to uncover here...New bibik, new home, babies development, study, bla bla bla...

I think it has been almost 3 months..if Im not mistaken..

So, as a new startup..writing about my family and myself is not really an important agenda here...

Nothing is more meaningful rather than to penetrate an assessment of myself.

What have been achieved and what is not yet accomplish in my life. As a 27 year-old mommy, wife, employer and employee..where am I standing to confront my Creator..Am I balancing my obligation in world and the hereafter…

Since I am still healthy, that’s it. Still can stand straight up and am capable to go anywhere. Gifted to think wisely and control my emotion (though sometimes I lost the proficiency of it). Since then, it is a prudent decision to evaluate myself. Discover myself at the lowest level so that to ponder from every angle for an optimal defensive process.

Juggling, babbling, insane??? No, I’m not.

At this moment, I really want to go deeply into myself, to know myself better, to specify my weakness for a corrective action and specify my strength so I may unleashe my confident for future.

There will be one moment that you feel so lost,that you are so alone, all you is see is night, and darkness all around, you feel so helpless, you can’t see which way to go.

How, only to Allah we may seek forgiveness; find the truth as He will always be by our side. As part of the lyrics in Maher Zain song : Don’t despair and never loose hope,Cause Allah is always by your side.. InsyaAllah..

I am now humbly seeking my friends’ forgiveness, in case of any. I may harm you, unintentionally. I am sorry if I had taken your right, if I had sipped your drink, your food and had hurt your soul.

For me, my offenses, felonies towards the only Creator, Allah, me myself can ask forgiveness from Allah directly, but to people, you guys ..it seems to be very easy but it’s not. It’s is like a tight knot that may take some times to be loosen.yeah..

Now that we share the same bright sun,the same round moon. Why don’t we share the same love, why not. Life is shorter than most have thought.