CROCS FOR SALE!!

Here's the coming back after 2 months confinement period. But, before I upload the pics of the new baby, here's something for you to share with. I am helping my brother in selling this CROCS. He sells it at cheaper price compared to the market price since he took CROCS directly from the consignment. Anyone interested, can call or email me the name, colour, together with the size that you want :) CONFIRM..This is the original one:)bukan made in Thailand ye..



ELECTRO RM85



CLEO RM55



ADARA RM55


TIDELINE RM90


CYPRUS RM75


CYPRUS RM75


CYPRUS RM75



ELECTRO RM85


BLACL LINE RM55


BLACK LINE RM55


PREPAIR CLOCK RM55


PREPAIR CLOCCK RM55

Do tell me if you wanna try or look at the sample:)

Allah knows the best!!

It has been a while that I don’t really-really cry, until I asked for hubby shoulders for me to cry on. My ante-natal follow-up yesterday was really sickening. I received very sorrow news from the doctor.

My baby has SGA or "small-for-gestational-age" which means the baby is too small due to growth restriction inside the womb. During this week (35 weeks of pregnancy) , she is supposed to be 2.5 kg, but then she turned out to weight only 2kg. Dr. said my body weight keep on increasing, yet the baby isn’t absorbing the nutrient from my food intake.

Dr. Hanisah (O&G specialist at PMH) also revealed that my amniotic fluid is decreasing. Last two weeks when we left for follow-up check up , it was 14. And yesterday, it declined to 10.9. Dr. Hanisah mentioned that when the amniotic fluid reaches below 10, then it should be something to be concerned because baby could breathe her last breath due to lacking of amniotic fluid.

Due to the two reasons, my follow-up appointment is set to be on next week to monitor the amniotic fluid. Let say, if it is still declining, delivery is the best solution. Of course I am shocked!!! Questions approaching my mind. Deliver at week 36? What’s wrong with my baby? Why isn’t she absorbing my nutrient? Is she ok? What would be the risk if she’s born earlier?

To avoid sudden death, doctor urged me to carefully count the baby movement every single day until the next check up. In case there is any irregular, slow and less than 10 movements within 12 hours, I should set out directly to the emergency room to deliver. Along with that..Dr. suggested me to opt a caesarean delivery since the baby is premature and isn’t strong enough to stand the pain of induce, or normal delivery.

My hubby and I, both of us were very upset, worried and anxious. Hubby does not talk much about it, perhaps does not want to show his panicky in front of me. He used to be that way, prefer not to express his feelings. But, deep inside, I know…he is concerned, his actions speaks for that. Contradict to me, I just can’t help myself to hide my depress, as I cried as much as possible to release my tension.

What we can do now, is just pray to the Allah for the best. We agreed to this as a test from Allah, a test from the Creator to His Creations. Insyaallah…God knows the best.

Hope to The Only Allah

I am today 34 weeks ( 8 months plus). By this time, I always have this Braxton Hicks, which is a sporadic uterine contractions. In the days or weeks before labor, Braxton Hicks contractions may intermittently become rhythmic, relatively close together, and even painful, possibly fooling you into thinking you're in labor. But unlike true labor, during this so-called false labor the contractions don't grow consistently longer, stronger, and closer together......The painful that I have experienced, God knows. I sometimes can't sleep well because of this symptom.

Nevertheless, hubby helps alot. He's the one who take care of Widad throughout the night, wake up to prepare milk for her, change diapers when she's wet and manage most of the household chores. Alhamdulillah...tahmid to Allah.

Me myself, I believe I am more sensitive, down and hopeless at the moment.With the increasing weight now, sometimes make very unhappy. I am big,my stomach is receiving more and more strechmark, lots of dark area at my body, everything make my appearance very ugly, I believe. Especially when people around keep telling, "you look big!", "ouhh...this time your stomach is bigger!" all those words which actually does not mean to hurt my feelings, indeed give some impact. I don't know. !@&*($^&@%^&* ..ooo Allah, guide me towards the real path.

The fear of giving birth always appear uninvitedly. I am really scared if I would have the same experience like I was delivering Widad. Goodness...the phobia is still in the air.Every single moment in the labor room is still fresh and green in my mind. Giving birth without husband to support me, lack of bed in the labor room, the painn....Allahu Akbar!!!

The best I could do is to munajat to the only Allah, He gives the best to us. We, as human being..just plan, He's the one who decide everything, and all His decisions, are the best. It's just that we might not see the hidden beauty behind His fate yet.

I leave everything to Allah. InsyaAllah...victory will be mine:)

Widad had a boyfriend!!

NOOOOOOoooooo!!!!!Widaad tak bole simply kiss org camtuuuu!!!!!!



Congratulations to both Any's bros for their wedding. We went to Sg Buloh for the ceremony.Among colleagues that also made up the ceremony were Iffa, Min, Tini, Shime and Fifi...

Widaad, as usual will be so happy as she can now walk 4 to 5 steps without assistance.Seeing lots of friends there, she started to show off her abilities, and guess what..???At the end....my little girl kiss a boyfriend there!!( She is indeed a very loving person, even tgk picture of kids in magazine she'll kiss those kids)..But.....I was really suprised ...suprised that she can end up kissing a little boy!! OOhhh my Godd.....!!!

Widaad balik Kampunggg!!

Walid n Widaad



At Masjid Al-Bukhari , Alor Setar



Cute Ummi and cute Widaad



Widaad never afraid of anything...She just know she wants to play!



At my sister's house..Widaad and Umairah



Widaad n Maira conquered by Tokyang



Tokyang taught Widaad how to play!!



Widaad started to be friendly...and Umaira cried...



Tokwan brought Widaad to playground



Guess who is happier?Widaad or Tokyang??Heheheheh


Hooreyyy.....this time we took one week leave for the semester break:) It was an enjoyable moment indeed. Widaad can spend equal time at Tokyang's house at Kulim as well as Siti's house at Guar Chempedak.

Welcome to the world Amjad Wajdie!

Here I come, Amjad..to visit and support you...:)



Kaklong and little Amjad Wajdie..no one is allowed to enter the room except the mother (for the purpose of breastfeeding...)



Be strong Amjad..




I can just snap pictures from the door ....There are many more babies here..pity them..



Standing and smiling to the camera is Amjad sister....Nisreen Atiqah



Widaad...happy all the time once we let her continue with her own agendas



Widaad again:) playing until the white gown turn into yellow..huhuuu...

Congratulations....Kaklong and Abg long for little Amjad Wajdie bin Mohd Fakhrul Radhi:) Alhamdulillah, my sister in-law successfully delivered a cute baby at Mahsuri Medical Centre , Jitra , Kedah at 3rd June 2009. It was a day after EDD, and due to some problems, the baby was delivered through caesaerean.

However, Amjad is still in hospital until today as he is having some complications with heart and virus infection. Poor Amjad, be strong...we will always support you.

As for dear Kaklong and Abg Long,be stronger....this third child will bring a lot of happiness in you lives..Insyaallah.All of us will pray and hope the best for you guys!

Jalan2 Muar!

Widaad waiting for her breakfast



At Masjid ke2 Muar



Honestly, it's not easy to handle this little girl...



She always wanted to do her own activity



Now she wanted to walk on her own



This time she wanted to swim in the lake behind...huhhhh!!



No one may hold her ...she want her own freedom....



Now, I want Ummi..finally:)



Going back to Melaka...


Widaad went to Muar! Just to spend our weekend other than Melaka ( which will confirm jam every weekend) we planned to go somewhere outside Melaka.The nearest one...Muar:)

Heard of the "sate" breakfast which is so famous in Muar, three of us started our journey to jalan2 at Muar.It's quite a calm city, yet not many places to visit.However, it's fun when we can spend the precious moment with our love ones!